ARTIST STUDIO PRACTICE ON LOCKDOWN




INTERVIEWS, DISCUSSIONS AND MUSINGS


Painter Tatyana Ostapenko in her studio



This has been a busy month!

I know, it sounds strange because we are on lockdown and can’t go anywhere. But this is precisely the reason.

Suddenly the whole world is much more on my wavelength and a lot of the art world interaction and networking has moved online. While I love seeing artwork in real life, I sincerely dislike the party scene atmosphere of gallery openings and many art events. I hate mingling and making small talk. I like talking about things of substance and mutual interest. Art nerd talk.



And the format of an online studio visit, live video interview and email exchanges suits my nerdy, vehemently introverted self just fine. And now that everyone else is on board with me, I am thoroughly in my element. Yay!



And since a lot of recent questions and discussions come up regularly in my communication with both collectors and arts professionals, I decided to put some of them together in one place here.



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Welcome to my breakfast nook video recording studio

It has great natural light for video recordings and interviews


Q&A:


Q: Super interested in your palette. Does it reflect a time period?

A: it does. I always think back to the 90s, the post Berlin Wall Ukraine: lots of mud, dust and concrete with the occasional bright spot of a coveted imported plastic bag or a fake designer sweatshirt. All manner of brown grays with a sudden scream of neon green or extra saturated fuchsia.

This is a great question. It made me realize that this is precisely where my palette comes from. And I always thought it came from 19th century realism with a touch of Die Brücke…

Q: have you ever thought to use objects to paint on that are not canvas/board, or picked other shapes besides squares and rectangles?

A: I have considered it. While I have seen outstanding examples of merging of painting and sculpture, I am not compelled to create those myself. At least not right now while I am still interested in figurative representational painting.

I thoroughly enjoy the suspension of disbelief that the idea of a painting provides within the context of the Western art tradition. Akin to a theater stage once the actors enter it, transcends its nature and becomes an opening to a different world, providing a platform for imagination to unfold. I want to make my supports as non-self aware as they can be, as to make them all but invisible and simply provide the stage for the magic within.

Q: Have you ever felt that there is something that needs to be said? Or some hidden/past that can be revived?

A: There is an element of reluctantly indulged nostalgia in my work. I am repeatedly drawn to images taken around the time I was a child. I think a lot of my interest in the late Soviet and post-Soviet time is purely selfish and self focused. I want to re-live, re-experience my childhood. I want to understand the larger time and epoch when it happened. But ultimately it’s my memory and longing for a child-like perception of the world that dictates my reference choices.

Q: I think Americans react to something in your work, but obviously won’t understand the references. What do you think others are getting from your work and does it matter?

A: I am deeply invested in using reference images that are important, relevant and meaningful to me. I am certain they don’t communicate directly with an American audience, especially if my viewers aren’t too familiar with Soviet/Post-Soviet environs.

I don’t expect to have a universal appeal or deliver some manner of pan-cultural message, yet perhaps the limited palette, my muted color choices, and interactions between the figures and the environment can convey a certain sense of unease, unfinished transition, unsettling change and displacement.

Q: what does the material mean to you? How does this relate to your content?

A: The material reins supreme for me. I am all about paint, the act of painting. The malleability, the unpredictability as well as ability to describe form exactly, to represent the light and create veritable shadows… I am in love with paint!

I’ve always wanted to paint. My content is just something that holds my attention well and long enough to indulge in the luxury of smearing paint around.


Q: Have you considered creating a series, a story that pulls the viewer in?

A:  All my recent shows are strongly unified by content. Thematically and visually they are a series. My work was included in a group show at the Ford Gallery a few months ago. The show title was Around the Narrative Lens. The curatorial idea was to show artists whose work is often perceived to have strong narrative and to engage in a dialog about such perception and artists intention. I feel like all my paintings are a part of one large series. A disjunctive, non linear narrative, for certain. More Faulkner than Steven King. 


Q: can a painting capture or take further the idea of preservation that treats paint not as a preservative but as blocks of raw intensities. (raw = the light of a moment or a gust of wind on a particular day)

A: Oh, do I dearly wish for raw intensity. I certainly do! I want the abandon of gesture, yet at the same time I absolutely have to improve my representational skills. Perhaps I’ve been focusing on accuracy too much and it’s time to indulge in some abandon.

Sargent and de Kooning on the same surface… Not too high of a goal for after seven years of painting, right?


Q: When piecing together a picture plane with some recognizable elements and blurred edges/spaces, I wonder what (content-wise) ends up on the surface? Similarly, what is cut out and/or reassembled?

A: Sometimes there are new elements that emerge, say, glowing under-painting suggesting smoldering fire, etc, but usually once I’ve decided loosely on the composition, the content takes on the guiding, yet secondary role and the painting becomes an exercise in paint handling and formal decision-making.


Q: is the abstraction and ambiguity you seem after in your work related to the politics tied to your process, or do they want reconciliation?

A: I feel like abstraction and ambiguity has more chances of transcending the very specific time and place and have more universal psychological impact. I also don’t want to come across as preachy and insisting on a particular solution. I am more concerned with intimate individual experience and how it’s affected by the larger political forces.





EMBRACING CHANGE: HOW PANDEMIC CHANGED MY STUDIO PRACTICE AND WHY I LOVE IT


Despite many requests for virtual studio tours and work in progress updates, I resisted live video for years. Mainly because I thought it was supposed to be a polished looking, slickly edited talking-head-news-broadcast type of thing. And I don't want to be talking at you about stuff from a little screen in your feeds. I know you already have a ton of those trying to get your attention. 


I resist using new technologies. Especially when it comes to social media.

I avoid using new platforms for a long time. Maybe in three years I'll be all about TikTok, but right now it seems like the most annoying thing in the world. 


So it’s been a surprise to me that I actually love using IG Live to paint and chat with those who join me. Being stuck at home, working in the corner of the dining room by myself made me realize how much I miss my usual open studio environment. 

Sunny Goat, as its new owner calls it was painted during one of the IG Live sessions and found a home right away!  True Portland style: we arranged a socially distanced safe pick up for the new collectors who rode their bikes half across town to pic…

Sunny Goat, as its new owner calls it was painted during one of the IG Live sessions and found a home right away!
True Portland style: we arranged a socially distanced safe pick up for the new collectors who rode their bikes half across town to pick up the painting.


Live video helps re-create open studio environment


I share a wonderful industrial loft every artist's dream space with a wonderful artist and terrific human being. I am so fortunate to have an amazing studio mate, even though she is not there as often as I wish. I love working in the studio while others work beside me. Our pursuits don't have to be anything alike, we don't even have to talk (even though we often do) There is a collective sense of purpose, of pursuit, of inquiry that is magnified when more than one is making art.

And then there is the camaraderie and instant feedback I can offer and get from my fellow artists. I know this goes against the myth of the solitary auteur alone in (his) studio battling creative demons. And maybe some artists really need solitude to focus. Sometimes I benefit from alone studio time as well, but only if it's combined with interactive sessions. 

 

I've really enjoyed responding to comments and questions that come in during the live painting session. I got to talk to some folks I've been trying to meet up with for months in person, but never managed to. But now it's somehow easier to meet up virtually.  And I've also been meeting new people from all over the world and making connections and planning split screen dueling easels live painting sessions.


Sunny Goat Painting Time Lapse


I really enjoyed working on this painting during one of the lunchtime live painting sessions. It’s been an absolutely glorious sunny April here in Portland, quite unusual for us. Usually our grey clouds and incessant rain don’t go away until the 4th of July. So I’ve been soaking in the bright sunshine, the piercing blue skies and the vibrant chartreuse yellow green of fresh new green all around me. And I am channeling all of this spring vibrancy into a happy shiny baby goat in a green field under blue skies!  



GROW OVERWINTERING VEGETABLES IN THE PACIFIC NORTHWEST: PLANT IN THE SUMMER - EAT ALL WINTER

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BETTER THAN THE PRODUCE AISLE

Overwintering chard is seriously off to the races!

So grateful to live in this mild Mediterranean climate where sturdy vegetables can grow through the winter without any special accommodations.

The only tricky thing for winter growing here in Oregon is having to start seeds in the heat of our super dry rainless summer.

I start mine in re-used nursery six packs, keep them in a shady spot and water twice a day until they are ready for transplant. And all the fuss is so worth it because this way I get to eat fresh chard, sprouting broccoli and all manner of collards and kale all through the winter.

It's especially awesome to have fully grown vegetables in the garden at this time of year when we are just planting new crops and the new harvest is still at least a month away.

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FRESH CARROTS ALL WINTER LONG

45 pounds of overwintering carrots from one 4x8 ft garden bed.

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Clearing out the weeds, I mean, erosion control cover crops, and getting ready to sow Korean radish (Kimchi! 🥢) and peas. ⁠ ⁠

I feel so fortunate to have my community garden nearby. Portland is such a fantastic place for growing food year around.⁠ ⁠ Is it warm enough where you are to start spring plantings? ⁠ ⁠ 🌱

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FOOD NOT LAWNS

What was your first instinct once you realized just how serious and far reaching this pandemic was going to be? Did you also rush to extend your vegetable growing domain?! ⁠

My household's response to the impending apocalypse was a run to a lumber store to get rough cut cedar to add extra garden beds to the back yard. ⚒️⁠

We are glad we did it 4 weeks ago because everyone in our neighborhood had the same idea just a week ago and the store has been sold out for a while now.⁠

It didn't rain too hard today so we braved extension cords outside and build us two 10 ft by 3 ft garden beds. Not that hard to do, but now I gotta transfer 2 cubic yards of dirt from the driveway to the beds in the back yard. ⁠

I got a nice new wheelbarrow, but it's still gonna be hard work. But it's so worth it!⁠


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What was your first instinct once you realized just how serious and far reaching this pandemic was going to be? Did you also rush to extend your vegetable gr...

MOTHERS DAY COMMISSIONS OPEN

TURN YOUR FAVORITE MEMORIES WITH MOM INTO A WORK OF ART

She doesn’t need a new set of earrings or the newest fancy rolling pin. She’s made it this far just fine without them and, besides, that’s what everyone else is getting this Mother’s Day.

Give her a gift that’s as meaningful as the connection that you share: a work of art that reminds her of an everlasting bond that will bring a smile to her face every time she sees it.

Rescue your favorite photos from the dust covered albums of family memories - analog or digital - and let those unique and delightful moments come to life again as an original painting.

This year I’m opening up three special slots for commissioned work for this coming Mothers Day. The process is simple - just like the timelapse above.

Commissioned pieces start at $550 for 14”x11” this Mothers Day - you can contact me for a full quote and to start working together. If you’d like something larger, please reach out to me so we can discuss further details.

The deadline for providing your image for a commissioned oil on canvas piece is April 18th.

I am also offering more intimate, petite acrylic on paper pieces starting at $150 for this Mother’s Day only... just in case oil on canvas isn’t your style.

The deadline for providing your image for acrylic on paper is April 28th, so procrastinators have no excuse!

ARTIST WRITING GROUP

What: artist writing group

Where: in the comfort of your own home

How: using google hangouts

When: once a week

Why: structure, community and accountability

Writing is one of the hardest things for me. 

Some of you might be curious why a painter needs to write? Doesn’t she have brushes and delicious gooey paints to smear around to her heart’s content?

But a contemporary artist absolutely has to write. Even if just to clarify ideas, to check in internally, but mainly to communicate with peers, collectors and institutions.

I have a writer’s block the size of a city block. And I promise, I’ve been trying. But I do best under pressure. Peer pressure that is. The positive kind.

I thrive in an open studio environment. Back in the olden days, before the current homebound era, I always had my artist friends to joining me in the studio to work side by side. This is different from a critique group where artists gather to give feedback on specific pieces, either finished or works in progress. It’s also nothing like a studio visit where an artist presents their current work and speaks about studio practice.

These are wonderful things to do, they help us get clarity and offer valuable feedback, but I need another type of support: the immediate kind that is available when another painter is mixing her palette right next to mine.

When we see each other’s work in its intimate immediacy, we can offer and receive input right there and then. Now, I know this can sound terrifying and vulnerable to some, so don’t try it with mean spirited competitive types! For me, many drawing mistakes were fixed because I had another set of fresh and unbiased eyes to spot them. Camaraderie, mutual support, listening and being heard in the midst of the creative process, well, that’s what I want in my studio environment.

And considering how well this has worked for painting, why not try it for something immensely more challenging, for writing? 

Initially the idea was a weekly or bi-weekly meeting at the Erickson Gallery downtown Portland for a small group of artists that meets to dedicate time writing: grant writing, completing those applications that we usually leave until last minute, blog writing, or even just uninterrupted and supported time to reflect on our current practice.

I imagined a brief check in, about a minute or two, to share with others what we are going to work on. Then 45 min to an hour to write. Time blocking isn’t just for corporate types! We can use the tools to help our less structured artistic work. And for those who would like to share and get feedback from the group, we can do quick read throughs and edits. I am open to suggestions.

Let’s harness the supportive energy of a group that gathers for the same purpose. Sometimes our will and focus wavers. This is a way to anchor attention and use the positive psych of peer pressure to our advantage.



Please let me know if you are interested in joining me in this adventure. Let me know what days and times work for you and lets get this going!

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MARCH 2020 IN PICTURES

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Don't just wipe your hands on your pants!⁠ Wash them things real good!!!⁠ ⁠ Detail of a Lucien Freud painting (oops, don't know the name of top of my head) Took the picture at the Thyssen Museum in Madrid last summer.⁠

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Doctor Samarro in His Laboratory (detail) by Joaquin Sorrolla. ⁠ ⁠

So grateful that I got to see this amazing painting in real life at the Casa Sorolla Museum in Madrid last summer. ⁠ ⁠

Was your hands real good, ya'll!⁠

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So excited about the painting symposium at Lewis and Clark College!

About 200 people gathering to geek out about painting for a whole day, my idea of a fun Saturday!

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The pictures are of @dcc.studio and me installing the student show that is a part of the symposium. Absolutely loved working together with Danielle, she is a rockstar preparator. Ya’ll should hire her to install your shows @portlandartmuseum!

Early Afternoon 12x12 inches Oil on canvas 2016 Available

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This handsome couple would love to go home with you.⁠ ⁠ The've been making out at the Ford Gallery in SE Portland for a couple of weeks but they are taking a break in my storage for now. ⁠ ⁠They are very much available. Just say a word and they are yours.

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Love me a good pile of paintings! I seriously considered my thesis show installation to look pretty much like this. My advisors talked me out of it. But it’s still an appealing idea. I might just have to have a show soon where they all crowd peaking around each other like this.
Here they are waiting to be installed on the walls at the Ford Gallery, prim and proper, not in a. pile at all.

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I am starting to work on a new series and would love your feedback. Tell me what you think of this new to me transparent and glowing look.

And be honest please 🤔⁠ ⁠

I am trying out something new and quite awkward for me.
Using thin transparent layers to build up and shape the painting instead of my usual heavy handed attack-that-canvas-until-hand-hurts-bad approach.⁠ ⁠

This painting is 4 by 6 feet. Pretty large. But I am hoping to start working even larger very soon.⁠ ⁠

Looking forward to hearing from you, my generous online critique group of friend and strangers!⁠ ⁠ 😘⁠

Ford Gallery Artist Reception: Around the Narrative Lens Art Exhibition



What a fantastic opening night!

Great conversations, dear old friends and awesome new ones 🥂

Much gratitude to the show curator @thatonecass and @fordgallerypdx. Around the Narrative Lens is up through the end of March.

If you didn’t make it to the opening, stop by 2505 SE 11th Ave in Portland to see artwork by 5 local artists.


I was thrilled when Cass contacted me about participating in this show. It’s always wonderful when curators reach out to me, it’s rewarding to be a part of a group project, to evolve the work within the parameters of the curatorial idea. Now, this might sound restrictive and against the supposedly free and unrestraint spirit of artistic inquiry, but I get plenty of unbridled freedom in my studio practice. Usually it’s only my wimpy and curiosity that lead the way. So occasional constraints or theme and space are a welcome change. I do well under deadlines. I create them for myself constantly. But it’s easier and, surprisingly, freer when the deadlines are imposed from the outside .


Image credit: Intrinsic Ventures

Image credit: Intrinsic Ventures

I have always loved the cavernous industrial space of the Ford Gallery in SE Portland. Located on the ground floor of a historic Ford factory close to the train tracks, the building now houses artist studios, creative business offices, a cafe and two art galleries. The Ford Building dates back to 1914 and was Ford Motor Company’s  assembly and distribution plant for its famous Model-T.

Ever since growing up in an industrial easter european city I’ve been fascinated with late 19th-early 20th century factory architecture and loved walking around the old part of town picking out my fantasy homes. I thought I invented the idea of living in a decommissioned antique factory building until I came to the States and learnt that my original idea was stolen many decades ago by those enterprising artists in Soho.


New Large Paintings

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Manna for the Masses

64x48 inches

acrylic on canvas

2020

Over the last year my paintings have been getting larger. I finally gave into that forever haunting me monumental European history painting tradition.

Manna for the Masses is my largest finished piece and while there is always something that could have been done differently, I feel a sense of accompaniment in allowing myself to call it done and exhibit this monster.

There are many more waiting in the wings, ready to be made, but they are held back by the mundane logistics of my wonderful, but not unlimited studio space.

Manna for the Masses as a work in progress on my studio wall

Manna for the Masses as a work in progress on my studio wall


When working this large, I paint flat on the wall and roll up the canvases to rotate between projects. This is why all the recent large paintings have been done in acrylics that dry fast and allow me to temporarily put away works in progress to keep things fresh and moving. It’s a clunky system and it isn’t ideal, but it allows me to finally tackle this formidable size and I can’t wait to go larger. I hope to make life sized figures next.


Stretching the Manna painting on location during show installation

Stretching the Manna painting on location during show installation




Open Call for a Juried Student Exhibition


DEADLINE FEBRUARY 22nd

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Calling all current-student painters! Send us your best work in for a chance to be included in a week-long, juried show at Lewis & Clark College that will be part of the Making a Better Painting Symposium and Exhibit, March 6th and 7th. Have your work seen by professional artists, educators, gallerists and curators during our one and half-day symposium. Portland-based painters, Amy Bay and Tatayana Ostapenko, will jury the show.

Submit your application here

Timeline:

Submission Deadline: February 22nd

Artists Notified: February 24th

Deliver work to Arnold Gallery: March 2nd

Combined Reception with Hoffman Gallery Exhibition: March 6th, 5-7 pm

Pick up work: March 9 - 13

Symposium details and registration

 

 


Around the Narrative Lens: Group Show at the Ford Gallery

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Ford Gallery, Portland

2505 SE 11th Ave.


February 29 - March 25, 2020

Opening Reception: Feb. 29, 6-9 p.m.


Marie Conner

Kyle Lee

Hector Ornelas

Tatyana Ostapenko

Mami Takahashi


Guest Curator: Cass Gray


Exhibition Statement: 

In the contemporary world, we tend to live and breathe narrative. The connective tissue of the Story has threaded into much of our cultural consumption. Whether we are digesting the news of the day, taking in the entertainment media, or sharing anecdotes with loved ones, we’ve learned to mimic the narrative arc perpetuated in our histories and our fictions, as we learn and re-tell. 

This collection of artists serves as a cross-section of creative production that activates our intuitive sense of narrative as a means to engage with their work. Often snapshots, and at times borrowing from the tools of abstraction, these pieces empower the viewer to consider questions pertaining to the information left off the canvas as a means of connecting with the artwork itself. At times creating art speaking to social questions, personally lived experience, or the captured moments of a photograph, the selected works of these artists deploy the viewer’s narrative faculty in accessing and finding dialogue with the piece. 


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About the artists

Marie Conner: Marie Conner is living her best life as a Portland based inter-disciplinary artist, non-fiction writer, and educator with a focus on disability aesthetics and otherness theories. She received a BA in Liberal Arts, Sculpture and Writing in 2015 and an MA.Ed in Postsecondary Educational Leadership and Policy from Portland State University in 2017, followed by an MFA in Visual Studies from Pacific Northwest College of Art in 2019. She has exhibited across the Pacific Northwest and in Antwerp, Belgium. Her work asserts that the non-normative body can be seen through the lens of the sublime and beautiful, and that every body is actually non-normative. She has a pedagogical philosophy grounded in experiential learning, with a focus on personal narrative. Her work also asks what access really means and  strives to establish a framework and language with which to open lines of communication concerning difference and acceptance.

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Kyle Lee: Kyle Lee was born and raised near Tampa Bay, Florida. After traveling around the United States in his early twenties, he made a move to Portland, Oregon and began his studies in art at Portland State University. He received his BFA in 2013 and MFA in 2016. He has exhibited in galleries around Portland including Littman Gallery, B10 Gallery, Blackfish gallery, and he is a recipient of the 2016 Arlene Schnitzer Visual Arts Prize. Kyle has remained in Portland for nearly nine years and never got a tattoo.

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Hector Ornelas: Hector Ornelas is a first generation Mexican American who lives and works in Portland, Oregon. He has received a BFA from Portland State University. Primarily he works in painting and photography, and currently experiments with larger scale work and mix medium. Ornelas takes inspiration and imagery from both American and Mexican culture to create work, and uses his work as a way to better understand himself and his identity as a Mexican American.

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Tatyana Ostapenko: Tatyana Ostapenko makes history paintings to record the lives of people who will never make it into official historical records. She was born and raised in Soviet Ukraine and currently lives in Portland, OR. She holds a BFA in Studio Practice from Portland State University.

Tatyana’s work has been exhibited at the 5th Geoje International Art Festival (South Korea), Odessa Contemporary Art Biennial (Odessa, Ukraine), the Governors Island Art Fair (NYC), Cape Cod Art Museum (Dennis, MA), Littman Gallery (Portland, OR) Locker 50b (Richmond, VA) and Site: Brooklyn (NY, NY).

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Mami Takahashi: Takahashi received her MFA in Contemporary Studio Practice from Portland State University in 2013. She earned a BFA in Japanese painting from Joshibi University of Art and Design (Japan) where she was awarded a prize for her thesis work. Takahashi also obtained an Associate of Fine Art in Aesthetics from Aoyama-gakuin Women’s College (Japan). 

Takahashi’s practice includes both traditional craft techniques and technological approaches, such as chemical reactions and digital modulated sound systems. In addition to being a visual artist, Takahashi is also a research scholar at the University of Oregon focusing on the conceptual understanding of Japanese aesthetics. Her work has been collected and exhibited internationally.

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Give me De Kooning and Courbet: I want mundane and uncanny on the same canvas

I bring the sensibilities and influences of both Soviet socialist realism as well as the classical European painting tradition to my thoroughly contemporary immigrant perspective.  I am both the old and the new.

Instead of destroying or denying the old, I take what I love about it and put it into my employ to serve my contemporary purposes. I use the tradition of realism to anchor my shaky identity of a transplant who’s been trying to assimilate into a different culture and temporality. 

I want both, the mastery of old and the audacity of the new.
I want to de Kooning and Courbet on the same canvas.
I want the rich glow of traditional oil disrupted by the violence that can only show itself in painting now.
I want my roots to show.

I paint tired people from underprivileged backgrounds. I paint over-sexualized young girls who think that a thicker layer of lipstick and a fuller fringe of fake lashes will give them a chance to escape the habitual squalor to a sunny life from a luxury cruise ship advert.

I paint mediocrity and the absurd. I paint what my life would have been had I not left.
I feel contempt and compassion, I feel survivor’s guilt. I wonder if I have the right to my imagery.
How longer can I live away from a place and still claim authenticity when depicting it? Aren’t I a tourist in my own past, and my alternative present by now?

I am after the absurd and uncanny, but only so slightly. 
I love it in the middle: the slightly dusty, not too worn out, pinching, but not rubbing raw; the mild annoyance that wears at the patience of living. 
I want the texture that is seen every day, familiar to the last crack and crevasse, and therefore rendered invisible. 
I want the familiar uncanny, the strangeness of an otherwise mundane dream, obliquely noticed yet not peculiar enough to demand scrutiny.

Funny Cat Painting

Hug and Howl. 12x9 inches. Acrylic on paper. 2019

Hug and Howl. 12x9 inches. Acrylic on paper. 2019

I love lone figures standing in open fields.

I also like multiple interacting figures, as long as they are in an open field. Is it a field of possibility? Or is it a vastness of choices always present?

I don't like my fields to be too defined and specific.

They have to evoke an open field feeling, to each her own. Whichever field caught her in a moment of choice, of possibility and perhaps swallowed her whole. Or flattened her out.


I like my figures to step out of their native contest. Maybe because that’s what I did some decades back. A step into the seemingly infinite field of possibilities that the West had to offer and stood there for a bit before getting my bearings.

But back to the girl and the cat.

I like funny. I like incongruous. I think my funny almost always has to have a flavor of absurd.

Girl is small. Cat is large. Girl is squeezy happy, cat is squirmy and howly. Funny. Weird. Maybe not at all believable, but that's where the magic of painting comes in.

It's a painting, so we as viewers already suspend our disbelief, we are more open to making congruous and sensible things out of flippant and physical impossibility. I love the combination of loose paint application with a painterly mark that describes gesture and texture precisely. That's what I am always after in my paintings: the seemingly effortless precision of description. That’s what I aim for, occasionally glimpsing its possibility, but even if I never reach the perfection, the process is just too delicious to care that I never quite reach perfection.

 

Rock Pile Picnic. 12x9 inches. Acrylic on paper. 2019

Rock Pile Picnic. 12x9 inches. Acrylic on paper. 2019

Lately I’ve been interested in making haphazard marks, slinging paint around and seeing if it just might fall into right places on its own accord.

Tools other than brushes are good for this experiment because they make impossible precision and control that artist brushes imply.

Don't get me wrong, there are plenty of painters who miraculously produce fantastically loose, dynamic and expressive pictures using brushes, but I am not one of those. Give me a brush, even the most destroyed cheap frayed thing, and I fall under a spell of perfection. That kindergartner in me who desperately wants to color inside the lines takes over the moment I get my hands on a brush.

Now, big brushes are harder to control, so I try to use the largest ones I have at least in the beginning of a new painting. A five inch house painting brush is a great tool for sketching in a composition, even if I am working on a moderately sized canvas. Starting rough and uncontrolled can produce most welcome surprises and wonderful areas of color and texture. So wonderful that I can spend many hours trying to avoid covering up the accidental delightful spot with my "masterful" painting.

So yes, back to this little thing. The picnic on the rocks. I painted it primarily using a palette knife, only using brushes toward the end for a few touch ups.

It's a study, a sketch, a visual note more than a painting really. But then, what's the difference? It either works or not, it ether delights and engages the viewer or it doesn't.

I am not much delighted by this piece, but I do see some areas of interest, notes to myself that I'd like to employ in another, larger and more involved composition. I love to see different colors and values combine and produce illusions of form seemingly on their own. There is a speed to palette knife painting. Not just the speed of the process itself, but the look of it. It's fast and just a tad agitated.

Like a spring wood's fresh green-yellow new leaves trembling in a gust of still icy wind.

An incongruity, a contradiction, a tension.

 

Brighter Future: Art Show at King Street Station in Seattle, WA

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I am excited to have a painting in this show!


City of Seattle has a lot of great arts programming and ways they support local artists.
They already own one of my paintings in their public collection and I am happy that my painting “FLYING” is included in the group show at the new Ethnic Heritage Art Gallery in King Street Station in Seattle, WA.

Curatorial Inquiry

The Ethnic Heritage Gallery Board invites artists to submit artworks reflecting on Freedom. At a time when it can feel impossible to move forward; to move beyond isolationism and mistrust of the “other” and into a new way of engaging with one another and into an era of respectful discourse/openness /liberty/and expansion of the human spirit; EHAG asks artist to contemplate what I means to be heard, to be seen, and to be free.


My response

I am always interested in individual freedom, the freedom within an individual mind.

The kind of freedom that allows to question inherited beliefs and patterns, that does not need to ask permission to step outside societal norms.  This is a freedom to assert one’s self in the face of pre-arranged, passed down, limiting circumstances and to choose which traditions are worth keeping and which are long overdue for reinvention.

Flying11x14 inchesoil on canvas2018

Flying

11x14 inches

oil on canvas

2018

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Cross Your Fingers For Barbie, She Wants to Go to New York

I am not a big fan of applying to open calls.

Generally the themes are, well, too general and generically mild. And often the venues that seek submissions aren’t the most reputable and just lure the emerging artist hopefuls to spend their hard earned cash on submission fees. It’s often a fund raising scheme rather than a genuine search for new artists to exhibit.


This is why I am so excited to come across A.I.R. Gallery Currents Biannual exhibition open call.
A.I.R. Gallery is a non-profit arts organization founded in 1972. It is an artist run organization and exhibition space that supports the open exchange of ideas and risk-taking by women artists in order to provide support and visibility. A self-directed governing body, the organization is an alternative to mainstream institutions and thrives on the network of active participants.

Departures Lounge39x49 inchesacrylic on canvas2019

Departures Lounge

39x49 inches

acrylic on canvas

2019

 

CURRENTS

Curated by Carmen Hermo

The sixth biannual CURRENTS exhibition continues A.I.R. Gallery’s mission of exploring timely themes through its open call series.  

The exhibition will explore the experiences and ramifications of manipulations of reality, or gaslighting, on individuals, communities, and culture. While much attention has been paid to “fake news” and “alternative facts,” further work is necessary to illuminate the social impact of more insidious, everyday deceit, especially on women-identifying people and marginalized groups. Whether in personal relationships, professional or cultural settings, or writ large in our socio-political moment, this type of intentional misdirection exploits vulnerabilities to distort reality. 

Gaslighting undermines, isolates, and divides. The term comes from the 1938 play and 1944 film Gaslight where a woman, played by Ingrid Bergman, is manipulated by her husband to paranoid extremes of self-doubt and anxiety, though she is ultimately vindicated. From historical medical diagnoses of women as “hysterical,” to the lack of accountability following recorded police violence, to the current backlash to the #MeToo movement, gaslighting is used to reify existing power structures and dismiss challenges to the status quo. It is most commonly cited in relation to intimate partner violence, and is often accompanied by a lack of empathy, or pointedly victim-blaming tactics.        

In the face of all of this, art and artists can push us to better recognize and resist this abusive assertion of power and control. They can call out, debunk, or subvert the lies. They can challenge epistemic injustice, a term devised by Miranda Fricker to encapsulate how the emotional or experiential knowledge of marginalized groups is dismissed or silenced. Artists can also establish new pathways for communication, self-knowledge, and self-confidence through these same forms of knowledge, and by prioritizing empathy and lived experience over traditional notions of expertise. This exhibition likewise aims to center bodily and emotional knowledge. 

The exhibition will ask several questions of its artists, and of its eventual audience. How do we know what we know? How do we convey our knowledge—whether that is intellectual, emotional, bodily, or ancestral? Why are these forms of social manipulation so pervasive in 2019-2020? How do we hold on to our truths amidst persistent manipulation? 




Carmen Hermo joined the Elizabeth A. Sackler Center for Feminist Art’s curatorial team as Assistant Curator in June 2016 and was appointed Associate Curator in 2018. She curated Roots of “The Dinner Party”: History in the Making (2017), co-organized Marilyn Minter: Pretty/Dirty (2016–17), the Brooklyn presentation of Radical Women: Latin American Art, 1960–1985 (2018), Half the Picture: A Feminist Look at the Collection (2018–19), Something to Say: Brooklyn Hi-Art! Machine, Deborah Kass, Kameelah Janan Rasheed, and Hank Willis Thomas (2018–19) and formed part of the curatorial collective for Nobody Promised You Tomorrow: Art 50 Years After Stonewall (2019). Carmen works to support the permanent collection and serves on the Council for Feminist Art and Young Leadership Council patron groups.

Previously, Carmen was Assistant Curator for Collections at the Solomon R. Guggenheim Museum (2010–16), where she served on the museum’s Young Collectors Council acquisition committee devoted to the work of emerging artists and co-curated the contemporary collection exhibitions Now’s the Time: Recent Acquisitions (2012–13) and Storylines: Contemporary Art at the Guggenheim (2015). She has previously worked with the collections of the Whitney Museum of American Art and the Museum of Modern Art. Carmen received her B.A. in Art History and English from the University of Richmond and her M.A. in Art History from Hunter College. Carmen lives in Jersey City.

International Women’s Day36x24 inchesoil on canvas2016

International Women’s Day

36x24 inches

oil on canvas

2016

Solo Show at Stumptown

Eight days left to see my solo show Family Album

4525 SE Division St in Portland, OR

Bright colors, loose brushwork

Perhaps it all started with this stylish babushka. I feel like a lot of the single figure small paintings in this show are in conversation with her.

That painting of a granny in a bright blue blazer was a departure from my usual muted somber color palette. In the past I stayed true to the brown-grey scale of the post-soviet everyday. But this spring something shifted. Maybe Portland sun shone brighter than usual. Maybe my summer visit to the Mediterranean infused me with even more light and warmth, but suddenly my palette got lighter and brighter. I talked about playing around with a brighter color palette in a blog post recently and this show of thirteen new paintings is the culmination of months of exploration of color and looser paint application.

This one is from @_d_andreev. Thank you! Your track suits are beautiful and shiny, such a pleasure to paint.

 
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Summer Days Paintings at Mingo West in Beaverton, OR

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Cafe Mingo was one of the first Portland restaurants I went to when I first moved here. It is family owned and a friend who lived here before me couldn’t recommend it high enough. ⁣

With its attentive friendly service, welcoming atmosphere and thoughtful yet unfussy seasonal fare Mingo is still one of my favorites years later. ⁣

So I was very excited when a local curator asked me to show some of my Summer Days series painting at Mingo West in Beaverton. Two of the larger oil paintings from the series, Arbor and Homeward are on display in the private dining room (I know, I am fancy, what can I say) and there are a few smaller works by the entrance in the lobby.

I am planning on stopping by some time soon to grab a drink and take in the atmosphere. I just think it’s so great to walk into a restaurant and see original contemporary figurative paintings on the dining room walls. Guess I am nerdy that way.

Fun Casual Venue, Affordable Art

Happy to work with a new curator

Danielle is an awesome local artist and an avid art collector.  She curates a few casual spaces around Portland, and we just installed 26 of my earlier paintings at one of them, Blackbird Pizza on SE Hawthorne.  Music is loud, pies are solid good, booze is plentiful and there are arcade machines in the back. I love the irreverent spirit of the place and think my work is quite fitting.

 

I am clearing out my art storage and all older work is half off normal prices during August. I love my paintings but I bet they'll look better on your walls than in my storage.

Pleasant discovery about the past

It was really fun to excavate my painting storage and find some paintings from when I was first starting out. One thing I didn’t expect was to be pleasantly surprised by so many of them. Back when I was beginning to paint in 2012, I was using acrylic paints and felt constantly frustrated by their limitations.  I am fascinated by the freshness and raw quality of gesture and fun daring solutions that elude me now that I have the amazing malleability of oil paint at my disposal. Maybe I should give acrylic another try?

Good Paintings at Deep Discounts

Anyways, despite having rediscovered many good things about my earlier paintings, I have just a few too many and I would rather have you enjoy them on your walls than put them back into storage after the show is done. 

They are up for a month. Go get them.

Are you in town in August? Want to have a drink and talk art with me at Blackbird?

Tell me if you are around and would like to come to a casual artist reception toward the end of the month to hang out with me, ask questions, buy original at seriously low prices. If I get a lot of folks, interested, I’ll set up a reception date.

Thanks!

First Thursday Art Walk, New Art Friends and Good Music

Buying art directly from the artists

I love a good hustle. I love it when people take matters in their own hands and make the thing they want. Nothing against folks who work with established structures and institutions, but there’s something about making it one’s own and on one’s own, that always appeals to me. Maybe it’s my soviet upbringing, the distrust of the institutions and structures. Maybe it’s the suppressed entrepreneurial desire of the generations that came before me, but I sure love seeing artists sell their work directly to public.

A few years back, also during First Thursday Art Walk in the Pearl district in Portland, I came across an artist who was selling small paintings outside of one of the well known galleries. I was immediately taken with the expressive gestures, the edges of representation and rough realism dissolving into a vibrant chaos of vigorous brushwork. My friend and I each bough a painting and kept in touch and watched Charlie’s work develop. Check out more of his work at www.charliejmeyers.com

So I was absolutely thrilled to happen upon another talented entrepreneurial artist who was vending, just like Charlie, setting up paintings on the ground, at the same gallery crawl even the other day. Joanne Gravelin is from Portland, Maine.

She makes fresh and eloquent contemporary landscapes. I absolutely love her use of neon glow colors in combination with a muted palette of bluish grays, subdued lavender and sky blue. I was especially taken with the small works on paper, maybe 4x6 inches. Soft washy surfaces, subtle transitions are juxtaposed with bursts of unnatural and compelling artificial brightness. 

If someone wants to get me a little gift, or ten, you know what I want!

You can find Joanne on Instagram @mylastplaceonearth

 

Local finger style guitrist Amber Russell

Summer art evenings in Portland aren’t all about visual arts though. Two nights in a row I had a pleasure to cross paths with a wonderful musician who was performing at the rooftop bar at the Society Hotel and then at the art walk the next day. I don’t have a vocabulary to talk about music, I just know she is really good and I absolutely loved her free-flowing style. She is Amber Russell and I can’t wait to hear more.

And I met a fashion twin!

A painter and a designer pink shoes yellow dresses

Karin is a clothing designer, she made her wonderful dress and mine was proudly procured from a thrift store in Buffalo, NY some 21 years ago 😊


See more of her work on Instagram @karingraves2

On Creative Procrastination, Venice Lagoon and Painting Process

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Small oil sketch of the Venice Lagoon

While Organizing my studio storage (I am still working on creating an inventory system, one day I’ll get here, wish me luck!), I came across this little oil study for a painting my mom asked me to do some years ago. She traveled to Italy for the first time and fell in love with Venice. She sent me some of her photos from the trip and wanted me to make her a painting of the famous view of the Venice Lagoon resplendent with the shiny lacquered gondolas, turquoise water and San Marcos campanile in the background.

So, wanting to make sure I make a good solid picture of my Mom’s new favorite magical place, I dutifully set up a methodical approach to create a large oil painting. I studied her photos, mixed colors, experimented with the composition and made a quick study in oils to get a feel for all of it. Then, following the proper tried and true protocols of classical painting, I was going to make the real thing.

But it's a funny thing about me and preparatory studies: I can never make a painting if I make a study first. Seems like such a logical thing: do a small sketch, figure out the composition and the color palette and then transfer these ideas and discoveries to make a large solid painting based on all this information.

Sounds smart, but I guess I like to work harder than smarter.

The act of painting has always been about a process of discovery for me. Paintings I end up making are almost byproducts, evidence, artifacts that document the research, all the exploration and all the mistakes. It's an open-ended process. And if I answer all the questions in the sketch, then there is simply no reason to make a "real" painting.

I usually work very fast and deliver before the deadlines, but just could not bring myself to give my mom the large painting version because it lacked the spontaneity and aliveness that I am after. So, instead of feeling guilty for failing to produce a large painting of her beloved Venice Lagoon for my mom for years now, I will be shipping her this small oil on paper study. The gesture is vivid, the fun I had making it is evident.

I hope mom likes it

Photographer in the Painter's Studio

The worst thing a photographer can say is: “Just act natural!“

What usually ensues are grimace-like smiles, corny staged poses and general feeling of dread and wanting to get away from the all seeing eye of the camera lens as fast as possible.

OK, maybe you never felt like that and you are always ready for your close up, but I sure can get stiff and act anything but natural in front of a camera. And I am talking about a still camera. Video is an altogether different level of cruel and unusual punishment.

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I was so excited when Erin and I met at a business class.

I loved her approach to portrait photography. She is warm and funny, kind and sincerely interested in her subjects. Her goal is to create an atmosphere of trust and acceptance that allows people to actually act natural even in such an unnatural situation as a photo shoot.

Erin visited my studio recently and we spent a few laughter filled hours goofing off. Just a few minutes into it I forgot that the usually intimidating camera was always trained on me and goofed off to my heart’s content.

I even got to model one of my paintings as a dress!

She is echipps on Instagram.

Get your pictures taken by a cool local lady photographer before she books up solid

Mediterranean Sunshine for Soviet Construction Workers

Brighter Future oil on canvas 19x25 inches 2019

Brighter Future
oil on canvas
19x25 inches
2019

Soviet construction ladies get a Mediterranean makeover.

Back in the studio after some time away. So nice to play with paints again!

I was away in Spain and Italy for two and a half weeks, and I can definitely feel the trip’s effect on my palette, and not in a way I suspected it would happen.
I thought it would be all dramatic chiaroscuro imprinted on my brain from the Prado and Venetian churches, but instead the Mediterranean sun left the strongest impression with all the saturated light color, bright yellows, greens and pinks. I am surprised and excited about this new development.

Oil painting paint out time lapse: from Barbie to Soviet construction workers #contemporarypainting #feministpainting

I made this painting in response to an open call organized by the City of Seattle for their Portable Works Collection. They already own one of my pieces, the Carousel, but they definitely need more. I am sure they do. So, I decided to make a companion piece, a different generation of soviet/post-soviet women and turn up that color and saturation another notch.   

For so long I was attached to the idea of creating images of post-soviet spaces by staying true to the local color palette. All the memories of the dreary melting slush and muddy ruts of my childhood kept showing up in my canvases. I would often get comments that my work was so recognizable, especially locally here in Portland, because of its distinct muted color palette. This was especially true once I started using oils and could really get into the rich hues of grey-black-brown mud and dust.

But recently I have been moving away from a literal interpretation of my reference material and my memories. It’s been a curious exercise to think, feel and see the same content, now re-interpreted in more saturated, lighter color.

I actually had to hide my earth tone paint tubes away from myself. Hid them in a far corner of the studio storage so that finding them in the middle of painting frenzy would be more challenging than figuring out how to mix a dark color wish such vibrant hues on my palette. It’s been fun!

I would love to know what you think about this new development. I know a lot of you enjoyed my previous palette and color.

Do you love these these new summer colors or if you are already missing the rich natural tones from before?

Let me know in the comments or send me a message

Thanks!